Things have been so confusing since I got here. Yesterday, it got worse… or better… I don’t know. I knew I liked boys. That’s why I asked my parents if I could go to seminary school. I mean, I didn’t tell them that was why. My patted me on the shoulder and said, “If that’s what you think you should do,” with a very pleased smile on his face. Almost like he suspected the alternative was a flaming faggot running around the community. My burst into tears. Every devout Catholic with three sons hopes one will become a priest.
So, off I went, and here I am. Another gay boy trying to stay on the path of righteousness by dedicating himself to the church. It’s not what I thought it would be, though. I guess I should have realized that I wouldn’t be the only gay boy looking for refuge in the seminary. I guess I thought we would all be keeping it secret and focusing on our vows of chastity. Instead, it’s just like gay high school. Guys running around making out in closets. Sneaking into each other’s rooms at night. Lots of inexperienced young men rapidly becoming experienced, like any young people, just a few years later than most.
I gave into temptation. Not in a really big way but enough that I couldn’t ignore it. I went to confession and told Patrick that I had sinned. He asked me questions and then, instead of making me say a million Hail Marys and swearing to never do it again, he made me get on my knees and put his penis in my mouth. Then he came to my side of the confessional, took my pants off and fucked me. Don’t get me wrong, it was amazing! I mean, it hurt at first but I learned how to relax and it felt great.
Cast: Dex Devall and Jack Aries
Duration: 26:42
Video: 1920×1080
